Why . ?

Everytime they talk to other ppl they can laugh. They become childish. They become so playful. But wen with me, they change to completely different person. And man, it's like they're talking to a gangsta. I don't really like being treated like this. I'm not better than you guyz. And damn, I'm a normal and kind student! Why do u see from appearence? Some ppl understand, but why don't u understand? ARGGH.

It's true, that I have a flaw. But it ain't making me an abnormal guy. I'm just a normal human, and human has black and whites! Damn, please see me like u see any other guyz! SHIT .

I just wanna scram ..

Messed up feeling. Uggh.. Love, hate, lust. ARGGH .. I'm tired of loving. Enough of this sick jokes. I don't have to have feelings for someone. I should just love myself. Don't care bout other life messer. I really oughta scream.. "F**K OFF AND DIE!!!" But I really can't. It would be a sin. But my life itself is a sin .. For loving someone I shouldn't love. DAMN! ARGGHH

New Interest .

Starting to get interested in photograph . Yaay~ Do the best in all talents =o

New Chapter .

New chapter of high school life has begun! Haha. I like this new school and class. But I don't really like the rules. It's tighter than in my middle school. Especially 'bout the hair.. It sucks! Middle school permit us to have longer hair.. But here, we can only have a short hair. Medium is prohibited too. Sick.. So, I cut my long-already hair. The hair I get from the best harajuku stylist in Bandung. No.. It ends just because of school rule. Owh man.. Now I have this really xtreme hair, and I don't like it at all! xp

About the class, I find it comfortable here. I'm able to make new friends. Usually, I just keep silent and don't really care about making friends. But here, I really eager to make a lot of friends. Well, the more the merrier :] I even have new friends from other classes. Happy digging this school. x3
I like my seat in the new class.. But I don't really like the too loud noise from the back seats. Friends there are too noisy. I like noises, but this one don't really know when to shut n' listen to the teachers. Whew.. Anyway, I enjoy being in this class.

Teachers.. They're all the same. Nothing's special.
Whew..
So much homework from the teachers :p
But enjoy lar~
For the future. Hehe..

Back to school ..

Holiday's OVER !!Tomorrow will go 2 school again .. And for the Orientation Period too .. Happiness and fears . Happy cuz will got new environment + freedom .. Fear of not fitting in the crowd . Whew .. God help me .. I'm showing my real face now..a bit. Haha

Thanks to God I passed this holiday with smiles. Hope that next holiday will come soon. Even if Sen Crew become a mess.. I'm still relieved that we hung out. And about the one I love.. Sorry, I can't love u anymore. Even if my heart resists to..I just can't. Now let's walk our own life, capische ? Zai jian nyaa ~