I Just..Wanna Escape.

From everything. I think everything's pointless.

It's Still A Victory..

Yesterday the dance comp went really well, should be said. I was sick, but God gave me the power to dance. And our team, Electric Madness always pray and hope to Him so we can do the best.. We prayed to Him, "We don't really want to pass to final, we just wanna give our best." And tat really happened. I was so grateful..even though I can just give half of my power wen I have to krump. I really felt nervous back there loh. Hehee.. Never mind.. Do the best in the future.. ^^ At least, my favorite krumper, Miss-B n Pig Minute was watching. I hope they can watch me grow. Hehe

Now I feel awfully tired even though it don't shows. Will rest for awhile.. From streetdance and heavy activities. Now let's just walk on a normal high school life, K ?

Hmm.. Today had a lot of flashbacks wif my big bro.. It's so funny if we think of it. We just met about 2,5 months ago, n' it feels like years.. We had so many memories n experiences.. And they're all so nice ^^ Thanks, big bro.

Dance Competition ..

Tomolo will be my 1st dance competition. It's pretty sudden, but I must be ready at all cost for this. Our school team has 3 non-streetdancer member, and we have Lia, the student of H3SL Minute. She made the choreography and chose the music. Our moves are pretty basic.. So I der's a lil' chance we'll pass to the final round. But even if we pass ,, We won't be able to perform. We have no 2nd choreography.

My dance feeling is blurring and fading.. I can't really feel the beat to my soul and dance wif enjoy.. I must perform a freestyle move tomolo.. If I can't feel the beat then how can I ?? Haizz.. Just can hope to God, Jesus.. Please.. I wanna give my best.. TT

Hot n' Cold .

Today I'm satisfied enaff.. I can go to Sinlui's once every 2 year bazaar n PenSi ! Today's the last day, so dun wanna miss it. Hehe..

I went there wif Onel .. And we walked wif Cia, Syndy, and my old fwen, Angelia Octavianni. The one I had my crush on wen in elementary skul. Ahaha .. We played the sponge throw, n' I throw a lot of sponge to a xiao jie's head accurately. She seems so pathetic tat I really wanna stop hitting, but it's so fun tat I continue mashing her head wif sponges! xD

Till Citra arrived at the spot, the locket for the entry ticket was already closed. Arrgh.. So we went to TP and watched Surrogates. It's a decent movie. Hehe .. Wen in TP, alongside the way ,, We think of a way to survive the drink-a-lot competition. It's a competition wer u're challenged to drink 6 pot of lemon tea. I'll do it ! Ahaha..

We went back to sinlui. We waited for awhile for the locket to open, so we took photos n den went in. It's so empty n the stalls were closed for awhile. So we walked and finally sat on a bench. We watched the dance competitions. Deire not really good at it, but a guy from SCP really rocked the crowd. Perfect isolations.. Perfect feet play.. He's the best .)

N den we ate a really dry crispy tofu. It made our throat go dry. It's a good way to make the drink competition much easier, we thought. Then we went n took the challenge. Arrghh .. It's a lot stuffed than I thought ! 1 glass.. nearly throw up.. 1,5 glass.. And I banged the pot to the table. Couldn't take it anymore ! Ahaha .. Citra wiped out 2 pots. Wow *_* Girls are pure drinkers.

And then after walk again I met Arif. I'm about to trip him when he walk. N then he saw me. Then he just realized that it's me after a minute. Haha.. He said I changed. What change ? Hehe .. And I met Nicholas.. N I met Gaby.. Giovanni.. N Aynie too. The girl I'm about to had my crush on wen I was till on 8th grade. Haha.. We just met now. Silly, isn't it ?

N den me n Citra dared to go to the Palm-reading girl. It's like a fortune telling, really. I noe I shouldn't take sumthin like tis as a Christian, but I was really curious n I said to myself I won't trust it. N then she said alot..
# In tis world, from the past on, I can only trust 4 person.
# My lifetime will be about 70< [ fab. ]
# I will succeed in future, but nearly in the old times, a problem will occur. [no !]
# Economy ? [$$$] stable.
# My love life has more luck than my career life.
# In a job, if I really like it, I will be addicted to it.
# She asked me, "Do u like music or art or sumthin?" I said: "Dance?" n she told me that I have the talent for it. [ Yatta~~!! ]
# In things, I always try to be leader, but people's thought n argument will dominate me.
# I long to freedom.
# I want everything to be easy and neat.
# I'm a caring person, but tat depends on my mood.
# I have a vast connection of fwenz, but I'm a really choosy in fwenz.
# Soulmate, I'm so choosy tat I'll end up marrying at 27.
# I'm not tat so jealousy.
# I'm a sensitive person tat I'll think deep of people's bad thoughts about me.
# I'm actually a bit arrogant. [ not a bit yoh ! a lot xp ]
######
She asked me..
Her : How many times have u had a couple ?
Me : Twice, why ?
*reading my palms*
Her : One of the couple is because of real love, n one is just a common liking
[ RIGHT !! x) ]
Her : There'll be a third one ..
And wen wif this third one, U'll get confused which should u choose..
The third, or that second one ?
[ SHOCKED. ]
But I don't really know the answer.. It's all in your hands.. ^^

What.. ?
Wen I rejected her previous statements, she always said sumthin like "Hah. Just watch. Wat I say is accurate] but tis time she said she don't know.. Hmm
I'll choose that third one for sure. Hehe ..
It'll be best for everything =D

Well tats all I had in my brain .
Hhee
Hmm ..
I feel like I'm getting more freedom. I want to get to the dance comp on 14, fast. I will perform my best. Wif her support.. =) I just hope tat she could come to PTC to watch me dance.. ^^

Bang !

Now everyday go online b'cuz of tat new game. So sweaty lar~ Gettin' busier n busier .. Dance practice everyday after school till drop. I often nearly collapse during the dance. I practiced too hard but it's really fun .. ^^

Dance competition ..14 October 2009.
It cancels my practice wif Miss-B again. Arrgh.. It won't be a nice one for my school's team too I think. We made a really basic choreograph and we don't even make the choreograph if we pass to final. Arggh.. I feel so stupid n I'll be embarrassed in front of LM .. They're the sponsor of this UC Cup event. They'll see me dance..so basically. Huwaaa.. But never mind, just do it for fun. Dance to express..and to impress ! :)