Screwed up life .

I feel real empty now .. I mean, nothing to clap about my life . It's like a desert . No love, no real fun .. I feel like a dead body .

Since I was born, I dint have normal talents like other boys generally do . I dont do well at sports [except for swim and athletic run] . Therefore, i dont really interested in watching football, knowing basketball scores, and something like dat . It's like too corny for me to watch . When my friends talk about dem i could just shut up cuz i aint gonna blow my stupidity . I can just talk about my one and only talent . Dance, dance, and dance ..

When I got this dance talent at about a year ago, I really have fun with it . I thought, this is the thing that can make my life alot more fun . Cuz I feel special with it . In my school, just a few can do streetdance . But when I see the world out there, I'm not that special . A ton of "normal" people do better than me . Then I went down again . I'm nothing special .

Then, I always try to make my appearance as cool as I can . I change my appearance often . I style my style differently and uniquely . That way could cover my flaw, I thought . So I used most of my money for style . Hair, clothing, eye lens, accesories, and all of em . I thought it's enough . But it's never enough . A week after I change my appearance and look at myself, I always feel it's corny . Then, my friends seems like they see me normally . It sucks . Beside, there's alotta cooler ones out there . Hmmh .. My face isnt born for this . Without my sofltlenses, i think I'm just an ordinary normal boy with nothing to show off for . From this I learn ..

Somethings in this world is unchangeable . Whether u try to do tis do tat, even if it really made differences, it'll reveal the old sides .. Always . Old sides remain .. The covers are temporary . But the change is constant . So ..
The only thing that remains constant in this world is change ..