I don't wanna know what it is. I don't want you to show me.

" Always tell me to do things itself GENERALLY do. I hate it when I remember magic words. Since the period of bearing thatgadfruit. "Believe that it'll be like fairytale?" TALK THAT SHIT. I don't wanna know what L is. I don't want it to show me. Well, relax now do it what want, cuz I don't really care and I won't remember having the feeling yet I won't share the feeling again. I'm tired of everything regarding it.."

Yesterday there was AOG Dance practice. This week we're physically trained. We do the warm-up like usual, running around the hall. Then Kak Sem divide the girls and the boys to a small running competition. I'm with Erick only (the boys are only us for now -.-). And then
we played another game. There are 5 of us, so, the 4 must do kayang and standby in a row and the one must crawl below, then when he/she finished, she must do kayang on the back, and the front most guy/girl must crawl, and so on till we reach the end of the hall. It's really tiring, but fun. The last game was to make a row again, 4 of us kneel, the one scot-zigzagged passing the 4 person, and when he/she reach the end, she must jump accross our body, one by one. The girls was so anxious. Ichel actually stomped on Chachia hard.. Haha.. And then after a session, it shows that we finished it in 1:27. Kak Sem then told us to make a bet! We made a bet that we can be faster. If we can do it faster, then Kak Sem will go push-up and sit-up 20 times each. If not, then five of us will. Then we arranged a silly strategy and I told them that the one who's faster should be backward so the slowest go first. Actually I'm not getting any point in this but in things people always do it like that.. Haha.. Then we go. Ichel first (where she stomped on everyone and every jump there will be the backsound "ouch!" XD), and then Chachia, Julia, Erick, and me. Along the way when the girl's afraid of getting stomped, Kak Sem always said "BELIEVE IN YOUR FRIENDS.". So be it (but still getting stomped
right after xD). Then when it's my turn Kak Sem announced that it's already one minute so I speed up, I don't wanna lose. And then the last stomp.. "BOOM". 1:18. Kak Sem lost the bet. And then I just realize that the meaning of "the fastest one should be the latest one" is... The fastest one can charge his speed up, cuz he believe in himself that he's fast. When the judget told the remaining time, he won't go panic, but go whoosh cuz he won't want to lose. Different with the slow one. Knowing that he's slow, he'll panic and getting confused in his own speed. So now I understand.. ^^ Then we go practice the choreo, and Kak Sem arranged the position a lot on the Groovy and Locking so I got really confused.. And then after the practice I told Juju's mom that I can only attend a practice once a week. So I can't enter the regular class that's on Thursday. Then she told us to move the AOG practice to Thursday. (what the--?) AOG moved their practice schedule just because of me.. Oh well, ego-maniac me. Anyway, I'll study for real in regular class so I can follow their skill level > <. In this dance life I'll put everything I can and so my hopes and dreams.. Today, my bones and muscles are really tired and my feet feels hurt to move. My backbone too (where Ichel stomped me LOL -.-). Nawwgh. In school I was so sleepy and tired that I always feel like sleeping during the day. This day felt so tiring. And then in home I just sit on my bed and suddenly I fell asleep. Haha.. In the night I ate in Fish&Co, where the waiter said that the promo "Buy 1 Get 1 Free New York Fish & Chips" will last for the future. Wowie, should eat there alot x) Wakaka.. Then we watched Percy Jackson's. It's the 2nd time I watched it. It felt better than when I watched it earlier, cuz earlier I talked too much that I didn't really pay attention to the movie.. Haha.. Verbal guy ruwckkz x). Then, I'm home.. Tomorrow I think I'll go nowhere cuz all my friends can't go to the mall. Well, maybe I'll go and shop alone. Shopping Friday..coorny ~__~" What should I buy? Not shoes, I'll make twins with AOG Crew. Maybe cardigan.. *.hoaahhmmm* sleepy ;p Imma go to sleep -.+ Krumping soul singing.. "Get to know me. Imma krump the gadfruit till it's totally scaterred. Yeah, I'll take i to my SLAUUUGHTEERRR HOUSE.. Taste my ZUUPER BUCKS like the song 2 Buck 4 TV"