DBL's Long Period.

I'm extremetely busied with DBL these days. It took almost everyday so I skipped class a lot. I try to keep up slowly with the lessons. Then I must do secretary's job too. Arggh.. Guess what. Next Wednesday will be my first chemical test and I don't really understand a thing about it! Aaaaa... For next Tuesday will be math but it's not that hard. I must try to balance my schedule. Whew..

DBL is so fun. Like, everyday we skip class and do makeups (I'm so pretty you know) then we eat, we practiced. Then we went to the arena, danced, then got a free juicy Isotonic drink. Wowie, a period of relaxing.. Haha.. Petra 5 always give the best and we have our God, so the basketball team, both boys and girls team will enter the playoff ^^ Jiayou, Petra 5!

Now my dance life is so full. Starting on August, Tuesday will be the day of dance extracurricular. Wednesday will be AOG Crew's practice. Thursday will be G-Center's regular class. Friday will be ELS - Modern Dance schedule. Mehn how dance is my life. Haha.. I must practice more and more :)

I haven't do workouts again in 3 days T_T I'll do it tonight! I musn't go lazy like this.. For a nice body! Haha..

Sometimes my interest is taken by them. It's hard to resist.. Even the memories and dreams still plays in mind.

I need to value my dad. My family. I must be a better boy.

I get kinda confused where will Hotel Management take me #_#

Haha.. Overall, it's a regularly flowing week..

Sorry.

- Simple from me.

3 Days of MOS
Each PD Team member was prompted to lead one small team to a sharing. I lead a team with 4 guys and 1 girl including Andy in it. Then I told them everything I'm feeling. And how we should chase God's presence though it feels far far away. And how we should avoid porn (I asked for the girl's permission to say this..to the boys.). Then about death.. About every sin is equal whipping God once. How we should maximize our potentials.. Well, just about everything I wanna share to them.
Then our old team, Lia, Me, Garry, and Killa performed again in MOS's closing. Old concept, same joy ^^
I think I'll join PD Team again this year. Oh yeah, they're opening ELS (Excellent Life Skill), that's a program that maximizes our talents. But for XI grades there are only DKV. Dance (which will be taught by LM) is only for X graders! Mehn how I should go and protest. I hope there will still be extracurriculars beside ELS.

School Starts.
There's a guy named Alkent in my class who just moved from Petra 1. I started to sksd to him like I did to Onel and just about everyone. (What the Heaven, why am I always so embarrassing -_-) He knows Erick as well. Okay, nice. Our class is decent enough. It's nice lah. :)

DBL Coming
Yel2 DBL Team will get busy next week. Full of perform schedules. I hope this year we can enter at least Big 5. This year must be different. :) The new generation of HipHop Dancers in Petra 5.

Keep Up With The Subjects
I'm a really busy student and then I must ask my friend a lot if I leave the class a lot.

Strong Bad Puller
I won't be coming back to the underground. I'm a Prince. Let's just try and stop thinking about every thoughts of it..

Workouts
I really must do it regularly.

I think that's all the update I wanna make.
I'm tired. :(

Headbang.

These days my head goes dizzy. I think I didn't sleep regularly. I must do so when school starts. Besides, my eyes got darker. I'm a guy with low blood pressure, so I can't rush and overdo things.

Last week and the week before was full of practice for Yel2 DBL. I got mad at our tutor's behavior of always coming late. I told the leader of this year's Yel2 DBL Team about that but then he told me I could practice before the tutor come, and it brings this up: I'm not a good vice-leader in the team. Yeah that's right. So the next days we both said sorry and I hope I can be a better vice-leader for them.

I entered my new class and it was like whoosh~ I just have Onel, Halim, and Lui. The others aren't so close with me. Maybe Andre, Andrew and Rafael :) But the others.. Awwh I must befriend them one by one.. The class teacher appointed me secretary of the class so I must go to her everyday and do this and that. Gadzook I just entered a science class and here's a pile of jobs for me -_- Well, let's only try to do the best :)

I listen to a lot of groovy songs these days. I think I'll move from krump to lyrical hiphop or groove but I must still learn a ton then.. I still can't do souling as well as Chachia or Erick. But now I'm learning to. Damn, groove songs are nice.

Last night someone from the underground world popped and said a thing reminding me about my past and I was about to yell and spit all the bad words in mind. But then that one said sorry and then we shared things. Damn, last night will be the last time I speak of those sinful memories. Well, I wanna help ones who wants to break free like me. But if they can't stop or still haven't get the strong will to, better buzz off me cuz the ppl from that underground world is about all liars and they can't stop the addiction.
Well, maybe they seem good sometimes but who knows what's behind. I'm tired of trusting people, especially their kind.

I hope everyone just says everything that's really in their mind to me. How I hate finding out lies and stabs behind my back. My girl friend said to me: "People stabs and lie to you behind your back because they're retarded. They are ways behind you. So why care about low people's bad talks? Just move on." That's a snap, sweety. :)

I hope everyone just DON'T ever lie to me.
DON'T ever talk differently between mouth and mind.
DON'T ever stab me behind my back.
DON'T ever be over melancholy with me.

Value Time. Now Is Now, The Past Is The Past..

Today.. I hope it didn't mean I broke the ritual.

Three days ago when I went to Platinum Grill and almost all of the waiters were lengzai gege and lengzai jiejie.. I can't help but to get bloodly inspired! There's a really cool and calm gege and I wanna be a waiter like him. (What a silly dream!! Hahahaha) But seriously, I've been dreaming of being a waiter in a classy restaurant one day when I'm in university. So the thing and target in my mind now is.. I WANNA ENTER HOTEL MANAGEMENT AND BECOME AN ELEGENT AND CHARMING WAITER :D
Wkwkwk..

There's these thoughts.. That I wasted time too much. I overthink and overstressed about my problems, especially the past and about self-control.. And I'm forgetting how I should be enjoying my high school life! Everyone says high school period is the best period in life, so I have to surf in the fun.. I must focus on school friends too ^^ and dance as well but not that crazy.. I have to live my life. Back to the Rei who cares about fashion and looks ^^

Well, so now I'm entering a new class. Which means I should make new friends, a lot of them :) I hope they're nice guys in there.. Hahaha..

Let's forget the past. Let's move on.
Value time, and enjoy highschool life.
Focus and target: Hotel Management!
I can't wait to be a nice and charming waiter gege!!

My Own Ritual.

At Bali there's so much memories. I did my own ritual at the beach, the releasal. And suddenly I got this thought of death. Someday, I will experience death. And that's scary.. I'm afraid if it comes suddenly. So I started to think, why not be a real good boy? But how to get closer to God? I think I just have to have a strong self control.. And that's that. I'm struggling to be a good boy now :)

I bought so many items and I really love the hangout at Legian and Seminyak. I went to nightclubs as well. That was my first time. Haha.. I went to Bounty, Mbargo, and Engine Room right in the night after the ritual. My sis has her friend named Sarah, who is a dancer there in those three clubs. These 3 clubs are in one company. So Sarah is this nice girl, don't always think sexy dancers are bad girls. In the nightclubs I saw all of people having fun.. I wanna join in but it's corny without my friends so I din dance at all. But watching them just makes me smile. :)

I wanna hangout with my friends someday to Bali.. And have fun alot ^^ I just love wearing beach surf styles. :)