Headbang.

These days my head goes dizzy. I think I didn't sleep regularly. I must do so when school starts. Besides, my eyes got darker. I'm a guy with low blood pressure, so I can't rush and overdo things.

Last week and the week before was full of practice for Yel2 DBL. I got mad at our tutor's behavior of always coming late. I told the leader of this year's Yel2 DBL Team about that but then he told me I could practice before the tutor come, and it brings this up: I'm not a good vice-leader in the team. Yeah that's right. So the next days we both said sorry and I hope I can be a better vice-leader for them.

I entered my new class and it was like whoosh~ I just have Onel, Halim, and Lui. The others aren't so close with me. Maybe Andre, Andrew and Rafael :) But the others.. Awwh I must befriend them one by one.. The class teacher appointed me secretary of the class so I must go to her everyday and do this and that. Gadzook I just entered a science class and here's a pile of jobs for me -_- Well, let's only try to do the best :)

I listen to a lot of groovy songs these days. I think I'll move from krump to lyrical hiphop or groove but I must still learn a ton then.. I still can't do souling as well as Chachia or Erick. But now I'm learning to. Damn, groove songs are nice.

Last night someone from the underground world popped and said a thing reminding me about my past and I was about to yell and spit all the bad words in mind. But then that one said sorry and then we shared things. Damn, last night will be the last time I speak of those sinful memories. Well, I wanna help ones who wants to break free like me. But if they can't stop or still haven't get the strong will to, better buzz off me cuz the ppl from that underground world is about all liars and they can't stop the addiction.
Well, maybe they seem good sometimes but who knows what's behind. I'm tired of trusting people, especially their kind.

I hope everyone just says everything that's really in their mind to me. How I hate finding out lies and stabs behind my back. My girl friend said to me: "People stabs and lie to you behind your back because they're retarded. They are ways behind you. So why care about low people's bad talks? Just move on." That's a snap, sweety. :)

I hope everyone just DON'T ever lie to me.
DON'T ever talk differently between mouth and mind.
DON'T ever stab me behind my back.
DON'T ever be over melancholy with me.