My Own Ritual.

At Bali there's so much memories. I did my own ritual at the beach, the releasal. And suddenly I got this thought of death. Someday, I will experience death. And that's scary.. I'm afraid if it comes suddenly. So I started to think, why not be a real good boy? But how to get closer to God? I think I just have to have a strong self control.. And that's that. I'm struggling to be a good boy now :)

I bought so many items and I really love the hangout at Legian and Seminyak. I went to nightclubs as well. That was my first time. Haha.. I went to Bounty, Mbargo, and Engine Room right in the night after the ritual. My sis has her friend named Sarah, who is a dancer there in those three clubs. These 3 clubs are in one company. So Sarah is this nice girl, don't always think sexy dancers are bad girls. In the nightclubs I saw all of people having fun.. I wanna join in but it's corny without my friends so I din dance at all. But watching them just makes me smile. :)

I wanna hangout with my friends someday to Bali.. And have fun alot ^^ I just love wearing beach surf styles. :)