The Memories Will Be Just Memories.

I opened our memories, pages by pages how we know each other. How you say you love me so much that you can't live without me. How you always care for me, protect me from those beasts, and cried for me. That's sweet. ^^ But that time I made it a waste, I was so ignorant to you, and I put ego on my own feeling. For that, I'm sorry.. When I cheated on you too, it must be painfully hurts for you, I must bring a hell into your world, I'm sorry.. I feel grateful for everytime we shared, you gave me a ton lot of lessons, how to love, how to be caring, how to lead people, and life's harsh experiences. And now you're making me learn to hold on and not fall into my feeling, not letting it fall into the same mistake again, not letting my most precious wish, knowing it's bad, become reality.. It's the most important lesson for my life.. ^^ I thank you for being the vessel for it.

Now it's time to live our own life. Apart from all those sweet bits, but it's the right way and how it should be. We have to give all of our life to Him, to accept His grace. I erased almost all of the underground people from my facebook that I found, so that I will be fully free from that world. And I hope you'll leave and be free soon as well. Because I don't want you to go to the wrong way, because I really and deeply love you.. It's not right to have this feeling, and I'm gonna make it a right feeling, a more "proper" love. As we're apart, I'll find someone to replace your place, and I hope you find the right one too.

SLUIMH, so damn much..
Let's move on. :)