Changes, Horrible Past, and Now..

AOG Crew. This is my crew where I belong. I've just been here for only 5 months but look, many changes happened. Many unfortunate things happened since I entered. Changes here, changes there.. Now AOG Crew is an independent crew. Now there are new member, who was actually an ex-member of AOG Crew. Now we have seven personals. We have some crazy troubles back then but it's over now.
Not only those things occured.
Five of us ; Accel, Flat, Innocent, Robopop, and MadPrince.. We're the ones who had been in that crazy atmosphere. Then Miss_B bond us again. We know our minus sides and we'll change it. For me, I lack of confidence to dance with them.. And I know now that's why people say I'm not good enough to be with them. But now, everything will change, from every one of us. We shared our bad stories about everything, our past, our troubles, our family.. And that's when I started to feel that I actually love them.. I love each one of them. I wanna be better and better for them.. I don't want them to be sad. (Actually it's kinda cute that when they're sad I pat their head.) I wanna act like a little brother, big brother, best friends, and everything for them.

In Bust A Move Dance Competition, first round, we don't know why, but we sure dance in a mess. Position and blocking mess, details mess, and what's worse, we even forgot the moves considering it's actually an old concept that we used several times! Miss_B told us we're bad, really bad and that we din dance with one heart. It seems like we danced for ourselves, not for our crew. And she gave us alot of stories about LMSC's experiences and that we should learn alot from them. Yeah, I want us to be a better and better crew, even really nice enough to beat those senior crews! Then Miss_B told us that character is 1st, 2nd is skill. And she told us she knows every of our badness and that she'll take each one of us to walk with her, one by one, someday to share and to change our character. When it's my turn, I hope she knows everything even about my horrible truth.. ^^ And then I hope I'll change to be a better and better dancer.
The second round, we really enjoyed our dance, and I felt I was more detail too. I danced with heart, and they felt the same way too. ..
"Narine enak y td!" "Uenak pooll.. :)" "Iya uenak :D" ..
How I love them. :)
Then Miss_B told me a thing that really makes me smile. It really makes me wanna grow more and more. She told me that I have proven to them, that I'm not just making AOG worse.. ^^ Thanks to God, efforts are not worthless in His eyes. Thank You, Lord. I hope I can be a better and better streetdancer for You, AOG Crew, and for little rei.

Now we're one family. When I can't stop being care to them. I just have to be confident and confident and hold the faith that we'll be a better and better crew. Maybe now it's hard for us to grab a 1st place but just wait, we'll try to change our character first and be a better and better streetdancer, crew, and family.

Well, practices waiting! This Wednesday will be the 1st day of 7 members practice! It'll get fun and crazy! Hope Kak Sem will be more patient.. Hahaha..

I LOVE YOU GUYS.. I LOVE AOG CREW! :)