Run !

- High School Life -
These days my school were getting messed up. I chased so much of my retarded subjects. Yesterday after school I took the susulan Ekonomi and guess what. I scored 61. Dang! What a pity. So I must study for 2 Economy tests (Remidi UTS + Remidi UH3) n Remidi Fisika (I scored 25, which is the worst in class. EMBARRASSING.) So I tried to study last nite after the AOG Crew practice but I slept accidentally. This morning I hurried and rushed to study and I think I did it well. Thanks God.. ^^
Remembering me when I was in low school and middle school.. I was a smart and diligent student. In low school I will get afraid easily if my score is bad. In middle school I scored really good in tests and got 1st category to enter high school on 10th place of the whole 9 graders. Now look at me. Pitiful. I must study well and I afraid I din pass the tests.. I hope I can advance to XI Grade, Science class. Yes, I must! I won't wanna stay in X grade. If I get rejected from science and get thrown into social, it's OK. It means that it's my limit to divide the time for dance and school. But God, please help me again so I can enter science, if it's Your will.. I will study hard for the last tests. I don't wanna be a retarded Rei.

- Streetdance Life -
Let's see the kaleidoscope. So far I performed 15 times.

- PERFORMANCES.
1 - Pensi SMP Petra 5, 28 March 2009
Here is my first dance performance ever! I danced really enjoyfully. I thought to myself, "I'm cool" along the dance. Well, this was the first time I earned my crazy hobby, hip hop dancing. I love it and I won't forget the journey to this performance.. ^^

2 - Ribka's Touch Of Dream, 9th May 2009
My second performance in my Sis's Sweet 17 party.. Here, we practiced for only 2 hours. Danced with only 1 song. Embarrassing. Danced so "lebay"ly. But enjoyed it. Created SEN CREW. So happy that time :)

LM's Workshop, Krumpin' n Funk Style, August 2009. It's LM's workshop and I was so excited. I danced with fun and rythm. And I got the best 4 krumper award.. Me (4th), Juju (3rd), ?, Erick (2nd). This day was the first day I befriended Juju, and I din know Erick. Erick was a total stranger for me. I was so happy to get the award and decided to become a real krumper.. This was the history.

3 - Merlin's Sweet 17, August 2009
Same song with the last, changed choreography. Here, I met Takupaz Dance Crew for the first time and thought it's ordinary. I din know dance crews in the world out there. And battled with Diego and Leo. It's funny to think of it rite now. Haha..

4 - Petra 5's Competition, JMP (Jiwa Merah Putih), August 2009
Danced with the same choreography. Gosh! It's embarrasing. I still dance 'lebay'ly and disgustingly. I wouldn't dare to watch the video again now. It'll get creepy. Haha..

SEN Crew, in my management, got Ce Linda (Miss_B Minute) as a tutor.. But we only practiced once cuz we had no place to practice. And I looked for the place crazily..

5 - Ciputra's Event - Exotic Dance Competition, October 2009
Wow ! My 1st dance competition!!! Crazy. It makes me nervous like crazy. C Linda, Ko Leo, my big bro watched me. Wowie. Here I met a lot of streetdancers. TTP, and Frix! But I haven't recognize them. I just now Mia is in people's spotlight of having a great power. But I din even noe her name back then. I just know "a girl with curly hair". Haha.. I'm amazed with Fung2 too. He's a great streetdancer and he can break! Gosh. Here, I din dance with detail and nervous like crazy. Ce Linda told me to get optimistic..

6 - Worm, Petra 5's Christmas Event, December 2009
Danced with 3 person concept. K-pop song in. I got a little bored in dance but still searches for the reasons to dance.. Then here, danced but not really detail and still nervous..

Finally found SEN Crew's place to practice!!! Just have to manage well. But suddenly AOG Crew asked me to join them in reccomendation of Ce Linda. There's a little problem where I got in a fight with Ichel, but later on I joined and left SEN Crew.. Promised I'd manage them still, but I din do even until now..

7 - UPH Dance Competition - PHBE, January 2010
After a long time I din dance, I danced here. Really, I had fun learning some crazy concept. Here, in the first day I danced looking down and Ce Linda told me to be more optimistic. So in the second day I din really got nervous anymore and danced straight-faced.

Officially an AOG Crew member after Mike Rock's workshop. Ce Linda introduced me to LM that I'm a new member of it..

8 - Va-Mos Dance, 13 March 2010
Danced with AOG Crew for the 1st time! Here, I danced a little "lebay", low powered(for a member of AOG Crew), and not detail. I forgot the moves a little too. Here I realized I still need to learn a ton and then try to keep up with AOG Crew..

9 - Vitacimin Dance Competition, 29 March 2010
Wow, my 1st dance competition with AOG! Met a lot of real streetdancers and starting to know their world. Then I danced with low details and low power.. I got down and try to boost again.

10 - Loop Dance Comopetition, 30-31 March 2010
Here, I tried to dance with power and friends told me that's the way. But I should still crave for more power. I danced with low detail too. And in freestyle, I got nervous.. The 2nd day, final, I forgot the moves a lot in locking part.

11 - Venom Dance Competition, April 2010
Great, I danced with confidence but still lack of it in freestyle.. Details.. Uggh

12 - Petra Parade, April 2010
Danced with Petra 5 again! It's fun, really. Nice. Got close with Frix Crew starting here.

13 - HiLo Dance Competition, April 2010
Danced with Petra 5 again. Fun fun fun ^^ Here I supported TTP and Frix alot..

14 - AOG performance at Cito, May 2010
Danced for the first time with Betet. It's a nice dance and we had fun. I still lack of details..

15 - Adrenaline Dance Competition, May 2010
Well this is the latest. I danced with medium power, dunno why it feels lower than before. Maybe it's because i sleep late the days before.. And I still lack of details as Garry said. God please help me dance enjoyfully but with details.. Now I learn moves faster than I do back then. I never got nervous and it's fun to dance in front of people..
Well, I still need to get better a lot. I must have huuuge dream in this dance life..
HUGE DREAMS!

People sometimes have huge dreams but can never reach them.. Maybe it's their own fate. But maybe it's because they lack of confidence, and lack of hard work. But who knows what's really behind. I think it's not fair when someone works really hard, trusts God, but still din get their dream. But it's God's way, and it'll be just like that. What about my dance life? Will it get better and better? Yeah it will. But will I get to be like Kak Sem or even any other international streetdancers? Well.. I have to believe that I'll do. But people have their own limit. I must work extra hard to surpass my limit if it is to happen in my life.. Even now, look at me. I'm still really far from those TTP guys. With AOG crew member as well. I must run double times, even thousand times to chase and surpass them, really. Maybe it's painful to run and don't stop. But it's just the way.. Run and ignore the pain. Let's just believe. Someday.. ^^