Harsh And Wicked Streetdance World..

On Saturday I went to Sutos and it's crowded with a hell lot of streetdancers, mostly from Papua. I really love their style of having those hair, black skin, oversized t-shirt, oversized baggy pants, and huge Supra shoes. It's so hip hop! Someday I'll get the look! (Not including the black skinny thing -_-) And then I met so many guys out there. I met Noph, Glad, n Sav SCRATCH. It's been a long time since the last time I hung out with them! Lhona ex-CITY WARRIOR. It's great to meet my ex-dance club friend. Danny, who's been my online friend. And a whole lot others. I stay with Garry, n the other TTP guyz. But at times I felt rather like a traitor so I went to Erick, Yeye, Cha, n the others. Then in the night Mia and the other FRIX guyz came. Meaning it's crazy mode: ON. I laughed a ton. Then after the dance competition we went to karaoke and as usual.. SEXY BITCH! Sexy dancers all over the room including me.. Hahaha.. It's hell fun to be with them. Well, I thought I have a really nice relationship with all streetdancers from dance crews in Surabaya.. They were so kind to me and I thought, "My friends must be wrong. Streetdancers are not as sneaky as they think. They have hearts and they have other world than streetdance. So why must think they're bad?" But then last night I changed my mind much.. Something reached my ear and I was really shocked.

Last night I heard something really stabs.. Some people say I only make my crew looks worse. And the one who says that is them, the guys who looks okay in front of me. They treated me really nicely, and I always see them up there, I envy and I respect them, of being some cool streetdancers whose level I must chase. I always protect their name too, in front of my friends who always told me to be aware of them.. I hardly believe they'd say something that bad about me.

Look, I know I'm still ways below you, and maybe even ways below my own crews's level. But please don't push me like that! You don't know how I struggle to dance. How I really love dance, how I searched for clubs to be entered, how I searched for places so I can practice with Miss-B. I did all of 'cause I can't live without dancing.. Then I think.. Maybe it's right, that your talent are bigger than mine since you're born. Maybe I can't even overpass Erick and the others's talent. Maybe there's a limit for me. But hear this.. I'LL BREAK THAT LIMIT. I love dance, and I won't stop dancing and dancing even if people say I can't dance. I believe, God watches effort and humility to be better and better.. I'll keep on dancing. And when you guys see me on the stage, someday, you'll accept me as a streetdancer. I hope only a little word of you guys.. "Rei is a streetdancer." I only need you to accept my existence.. And give me time to prove that I can be a good streetdancer, not an AOG Crew member who only makes them look worse on stage.

I know how B** felt when the judge at Venom Dance Competition told her she has the worst power.. And for the other streetdancers who felt this kind of sadness.. Let's have the passion and patience to learn even more. People can't judge our talent, cuz the only thing that determine we are a good streetdancer or not, is our effort and attitude :) Just wait for the time and they'll see.. That we can even be a better streetdancer than them.. Chill and relax, God appreciates humble people who doesn't say bad things about others. Streetdancers who say bad things about others is only zero.