Brain, Can You Stop Just For A While?

Feeling so tired these days.But really got support from friends. And I hope I'll choose the right path later in grade XI. Social or Science.. I think I'm the social type.=] But if I'm entering social, then it means I better leave Petra 5 High.. And search for a better Social linked school. Petra 1 or Petra 2? I actually really wanna enter Language link, but it's only available in Carolus and Santa Maria.. And I don't like those school very much.

And by the way, I made up my mind. I'll chase X's level. Changes may occur, but that's that. Rivalry.. But this makes things gets weird, though. I don't wanna lose friendship, but whatever. I'm gonna grow. Today din really talk much.. Just concern about my study, study, and study. I don't really care about friendship and love. I better boost up myself first. And my spiritual life too. Really have tu put my faith all on Him who gives everything.

I feel so distant. Distant with everything. But this is good I think.. Being a study machine rei without soul, like in grade 9? Haha. Nothing like that. It's a better study machine with a little part of soul. Now have to keep emotion stable and relax. Concentrate on what I learn, not what I feel. Feelings are futile and fragile. Yet they are strong and cruel. Control your feelings.. And you'll get control of all over you. Stupid feelings calm down.. A better rei is in the pot.