Sometimes I wonder.. And I'm really jealous of your life. ^^

This day I din go to school. It's been a flu and bad hair days, so I wanna take a rest. And this day too, my psychotest result came up..
And the result really disappoints me.

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GENERAL KNOWLEDGE
IQ : 119 [only above average, going superior]

TALENTS
Verbal : 90
Numerical : 80
Scholastic : 90
Abstract : 45
Mechanic : 15
Room Relation [2D/3D Thinking] : 85
Clerical Speed : 70

JOB INTEREST
Social Self : 99
Natural : 5
Mechanic : 20
Business : 90
Art : 50
Science : 30

TYPE
Verbal : 99
Manipulative : 50
Computative : 50

- Your intelligence is above average, and can finish study in level of University.
- Specific talents in : Verbal, Room Relation, and Numerical
- Study track : Social Knowledge
- Your job interest is in Social Self and Business
Using verbal skill, and in routine level.

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My IQ.. it's just 119, above average and below superior.
Well, I should be grateful. But I thought I'm better than this.. And I'm really disappointed of myself. It feels like I'm so stupid.. And I'm embarrassed with my friends. They will get superior level, I bet. Even the low scored ones.

And seeing the graphic.. My talent's so not balanced. I'm best at one thing, but at another thing, I'm an idiot. The graphic is up and down, not like waves but like mount - cliff - mount - cliff. Steeps.

And seeing my real life, and X's real life. It feels like we're total different.. He's so smart like he can do anything and know anything. Me? I'm just good at some things.. And an idiot in others. He has so much friends.. And it's friends that comes to him. True friends too.. Me? I have A LOT acquaintance. But none of them are real. And I'm the one who comes to them.. X.. He's really good that his life seems so smooth and peaceful.. He seem to be able to do all that he wants, and gone cheerful on things that he can't really do. Me? Just a good-for-laugh boy.. Haha. I can't do general things I should do. I'm good at weird peculiar and odd things. I'm so jealous of your life. ^^