I'm typing this note when i'm suffocating. I don't know why, but it's hard to take a single breath inside.. I just wanna sing and sing, with my weak lung and things happened.. I wanna sing and cry. I wanna shout loudly to the ocean and tell the ocean how I really feel now. If only someone knows how I really feel.. If only I can break free and tell everyone what I really am. No one really knows.. No one really understands.. And the only thing I need is friend. I need them to make me smile, to make me believe that tomorrow will be bright.. I don't really need love right now, love has fooled me thousand times.. And now it's fooling me again.. Stupid rei, you should've known..^^ Well maybe I'm just a little kid. I don't really know how should love the right people and be loved properly and lastingly.. But when I say I love someone, I won't be lying and it's from the bottom of my heart. Why would lie in love? Why would waste the "love" word? But I don't understand.. People can say love that easy without considering the heart of the other.. If you know you someone loves you and you can't love them.. Don't give hope to them. It's kinda hurts inside.. Even for a boy like me who still doesn't understand anything.. Can I cry? I thought no, cuz I'm not a mellow and melancholy guy. But why do tears fall down my face just like this? I should've known from the beginning.. Nothing lasts forever. At least that's what most people says.. Well, cheer up little boy! I'm gonna be a grown up soon, and when I do.. I won't be a fool like this.. I hope.. Now let's just try to fill my days with smiles.. And when that day comes.. I hope my friends will be there around me. Thanks to you guys I'm still the lively rei.. ^^
Friday, March 19, 2010
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