It's Obvious Now.

Yesterday had fun with Mia and the whole crew.
We placed the 3rd place, with embarrassment from UK Petra.
Congratz for Fratz and Frix, you were sooo cool and entertaining!!


If I take a look in my previous videos (they're in my FB lo ^^), from my first dance competition (UC Cup), Worm Performance @ KKR Paskah with the new videos.. They're totally different. The difference is really clear. Not detail to detail, nervous to not nervous, no totality to totality, half power to power. It's getting better from every aspects :) I used to put this in my mind, "Everyone's skill will not get better. It's like that since the first time and depending on born-talent the most." But now I know it's wrong. It's obvious now..
Everyone is getting better from their EFFORTS.

Well, after knowing I get better I won't be satisfied. I'll try and keep hard working to be a better and better STREETDANCER.. ^^

Right Motivation? Dunno..

In school, there was KKR Paskah. It's really nice and I dunno why, but I can feel the family feeling here in PD Team a little now. It's comfy to be with them, even though I don't know all of them well. And when the KKR began, I started getting crazy in musics following the choir's moves, dancing ndangdut like crazy. Haha.. I wanna fulfill the purpose: "To make God smile, and scatter my passion to the people around." So then I tried to be a nice servant for Him.
And then there's a short movie. About a father, who's really close with his beloved son. They'd sleep together, and watch stars.. Really, they are close with each other. Then one day, his son accompanied him to work as a bridge guard. His job is to raise the bridge when a ship below is about to pass. And then suddenly when a ship is passing by. A train came too fast than expected. His son is the first to saw the train, and screamed to the father. Then the little boy ran to the middle of the bridge, and fell to the engine. and then the ship passed. now's the train. The bridge is still hanging up. The father now is given 2 choice.. To sacrifice his son for the people in the train, or to save his son and let the train crash. He cried, and cried. The train is coming near. And..*Clang* He pulled the lever. His beloved son died of the bridge's pressure.. Months later, he worked in the station. And he saw a little boy with his mom.. And he recalled his conversation with his son..
"Dad, can you see that star?"
"Where?"
"The one in the north sky.."
"The shining one?"
"Yeah.."
"That one.. When you see it, that means someone is thinking about you."
"Really? Then now, who's thinking about me?"
"Me.."
Really after the movie I cried. Tears flowing rapidly.. It's been a long time since I went through this kinda moment. Like God sacrificing His Own Son for us.. Huahh.. I mustn't do bad things again > < Back to Streetdance.
I went to UKP and 2nd accompanied me. It kinda boils me. Everytime I see 2nd's face sometimes I get really mad. I always get this bitter flashback.. Bitter memories.. Then my mood will drop. So I tried to keep my look away. Luckily Patty came and rescued the day. So we waited for our performance. Then we performed with some LM guys watching. C-Style, Smoothie, D-Phobia, Belmot, Pete Tic.. Yeye too. And Frix was there already. God.. Luckily I did my best n din forget the moves.. ^^ But one of my crew forgot some in the locking part. Well, that's forgiven. It's a 3-day learn :o And then Kak Sem told us about power.. I shoulda lower my power more. (Kak Sem called me "Rere" on stage.. Haha) Then about blocking.. And so. And after that, Frix performed and it was funny like crazy. More on Carla. Hahaha.. Crazy girl. Then Ko Adid, Ko Nico, Ko Peter, and CARLA freestyled. Carla did a sexy freestyle.. Hahah.. Then Kak Sem and Carla battled n it was so romantic.. Ngiakakakka~ And then P5 n Frix were called to go battle. Here I did my bad n din enjoy the beat.. The song is IMMA BE and I know I can't stand BEP songs =< The result.. BIG 3!
Nice one..
Hope I can do the best tomorrow with the right motivation.. ^^

COPYCAT WARNING!
Please stop copying. It's my own mind and please use your own mind. It's my own feeling and use yours even though it's similiar. Please let me show my style and you show your style. No one wants to be copied.. I hope you understand.

I'll Try and Give My Best.

Thursday.
-> During Bahasa class when my group's prompted to give a presentation about our school in front of the class, I was clearly not ready. Me n' Onel was the talker. And then I started calling the audience (my classmates) "adik2" and then we present our school as if we're presenting it to middle school students. And Onel was so funny because of his innocence and crazy mind.. Haha. Then, we attracted the teacher's attention and prompted to do this in other class. Wowie, this is the 2nd time for me. Bahasa class really just needs some student with blabbermouth.. Haha..
-> The Bahasa teacher reminded me about the class assignment where I'm the leader of creative team, to make a book of our own poem and short story. Well, I never had the time to work it, but next week I'll try to have the time to. With the help of Edward and Gaby. Not only myself.. ^^
-> There was vocal group competition in school's hall. And we performed with like, about 10 people of our class. We sang "Karena Kita" and "SepertiMu" since the theme is easter. And now let's wait 4 the result..
-> I took my biology test this day myself since I din take it weeks ago. It's really an easy test. Thank God I studied well..

-> Regular Class again! Ko Nico taught us. Again, physical exercise like crazy and he told us not to be too kind to our body. Give it military exercise and we have to hold every pain. OK then, I'll be better next week! Today he taught us the basic bounce. It's simple but I still need to work on the details. Danced for a long time doesn't mean I'm already good and don't need to learn these basics again, I still need to learn how to do them the right way.

This Day.
I brought a lot of ingredients for the cooking competition. I shoulda cook my homemade Potato Cheese-melted Spaghetti or my Spaghetti Carbonara, but the condition is to make a dish with eggs as the basic ingredients and I can't put it in. So we cooked Nasi Goreng Telur but it's crazy. Rafael bought Nasi Goreng last nite and brought it to school. Wen the competition started, we just recook the Nasi Goreng and added some egg and voila! Done. Hiahahahahaha.. Crazy guy! It's really funny.. wkwkwk~

After school, dance practice. We refreshed again, and I still din do well in details. For locking thing, I'm not really good but I'll do it my best. We practiced really hard and it wasted a lot of power and energy. Tomorrow, our hard work and effort must be satisfied. We practiced hard and we have to win at least in Big 3! But back to the basic, dance not to win, not to raise your own name, but for God. It's hard to do so but I'll try. What about both? OK, then.. Dance to EXPRESS and to IMPRESS! That's the way. Tomorrow many X people and some people I don't like will be watching and that's my hard and extreme motivation I need to do it my best. Imma show 'em that I'm not like them. I'm different. I can express myself through streetdance, and that it's my state of art. Really, I want to. But that's a wrong motivation and I won't really do that. I must have the right motivation to dance. But for the krumping part, why not think of them and their lameness? It'll boost my power for real. But I must keep the team's power balanced.. Won't wanna be the crazy one. So I have to lower my power.. In AOG I'm considered low powered, but now reversed.. Hiahh.. In AOG I have to chase Erick and Juju's power and now I have to reduce it. OK, team is the most important thing. I'll do it and try to keep up with their power.. Jiayou, rei! ^^

Disappointment Means I Have To Be Better.

17th April --> Saturday, Venom Dance Competition
After school I went to Cito with Ichel and Chachia to exchange Chachia's training pant. It has no zip on it so we directly went to the shop n exchange it. Here, we meet middle school students - Vania, KL, Benita, Brenda, n LEO. Well enough chatter, we went to PTC and the girls got to prepare the costume. We waited for them as they put on their hair extension at Kaori's. Me, Erick, n Ye" went downstairs and bought Sasha hairspray. PINK! Haha.. I like pink. But not the too girlish one. And then we changed our clothes. We wore the white tees covered with the purple checkered shirt, and blue training pants with the right ankle to calf covered with a black and white-striped socks. This is the nicest dance costume I've ever worn. (Lame.) Haha..
The competition started! My body wasn't really in vit condition but I think I did my best. Bursted all the power as huge as I can give. We were the 5th crew to perform. TTP was the 3rd. They're good, as always. But I got a lil' mad when the judge said in front of people that B*** got the lowest power. HEY you embarrassed her! B*** cried and everyone cheered her up. I hate when people judges this way. Actually it's nice to give critics to boost someone. But to do it in front of thousand people, it's just..gah. I too am criticized by some people cuz I'm the dumbest in AOG Crew. Well, not directly but yeah, they do. Whew.. Let's just get up and boost.
So, after the competition me, Onel, and Virgin walked around in the auto-modify competition, and then we ate at WaPoSeRa (my fave penyetan place) and then we watched the movie "Imaginarium Of Dr. Parnassus" (it was a silly movie). And then near the ending of the movie Genie's mom told us to go home so we went down to the taxi stand where we met Beatrice. We asked her how the competition result was. Okay, it's shocking and made me disappointed:
1. Takupaz
2. Tabakar
3. Fratz
4. ?
5. TTP
6. AOG Crew
7-10 ?
Gadzook. AOG Crew placed the 6th place. God, were we bad? Nawhh. Tabakar beated us again. We promised before the competition that we'll beat Tabakar fosho. But now, why? Takupaz used Ongen Pentury's workshop choreography, Devina told me. But I dunno, I din watch them. As for Tabakar.. Well, like that la. You should watch yourself. I mean, talking about techniques..
But with these results, I learned that in competitions, we should register earlier to know the terms and condition. AOG registered for this comp just before the competition. So we got to know the term : "Put something Indonesian in" late. We had no Indonesian things in our concept. So we scored this bad.. HUWAHH!! Next time should be superb! (This is me, and how I hate losing..)

Hasta la vista~
Yesterday, I skipped 7th and 8th class (sports) and dance practiced in front of the hall wif Lia, Garry, and Killa for UKP Dance Competition. Then me and Lia went to UKP for the technical meeting. Here, I met ce Fefe, Chorcel Minute's sister. Her voice sounds like Benita a ton, as well as her style. And then Mia, Carla, Suri, and one more Fratz student came. Crazy freaks from Fratz.. How I love them. Haha.. And then we listened to the terms and conditions, then went to see the stage, and me and Lia sat near the "kolam jodoh" with Ken. Then Lia dropped me at 2nd's place. It's a long time since we met last time. A little chat and huggie huggie n I went home.

Today was a mess and tiring.

Hurts Alot !

Yesterday I attended regular class and it's crazily tiring. First month is just physic exercise and it's damn heavy! The feet exercise was killin'. Now I have to walk slowly cuz it hurts alot, mostly when I have to walk down or up a stair. And I'm on 4th floor in school TT In my house as well.. It's crazy.
And after I attended regular class I went to Darmo to practice with AOG for the Venom Dance Competition tomorrow. We just added up a tutting in the venom jingle. The Tortilla chips concept is now a 5 minutes remix with Venom's jingle and To The Moon. It's a real cool concept but now, don't people get bored with it. AOG used it a lot already. Other dance crew must have known this concept.. Whatever la. I think this'll be the last time cuz another concept is in line. :) The concept where it's so hard to learn the Groovy part TT

Today a weird thing happened. I was home from school with my sister. Her BF brought us home. Then we rang the home bell. Well, no answer from inside. We rang it thousand times and yet no one opened the door. Where's this Mbak Vonny? Vodka already barked loud. Hell, then we started to think maybe she went to the market, or even collapsed inside! Then my sis's BF dropped us at Savoury, and he went to search for our maid in market. Then me and my sis bought some breads, and then we walked back to our house. Kojon (my sis's BF) then told us that Mbak Vonny isn't anywhere in the market. Then I decided to climb our gate. Yeah I did. And then when I entered, the door is locked. Then my sis wanted to climb too, but she used skirt. Then I gave her my pants and I wore nothing =_=" But I was in the back of my gate so no one would see. Then when she started to wear my pants I laughed crazily cuz she looked like SMK girls XD Then she put it off and gave it back to me. She din climb. Then Kojon told us he'll take us to my cousin's house so we'll be save and can solve this peculiar thing. Then I climbed back out. And my sis tried to ring the bell again and.. Mbak Vonny came out!! What the heck? And my sis is goin' mad so I told her not to be too harsh to Mbak Vonny cuz she's still 14 y o, younger than me. We asked Mbak Vonny why din she open the door and she said she's in her room , but din hear anything. The 2nd time we asked, she said she was watching TV upstairs and din hear anything! Hey, the bell's speaker and the TV is just steps away and the bell shud be heard. Then I went upstairs, turned on the TV. The sound is already low. My sis rang the bell and it's loud and should be her. And my sis slammed the door too, which was what I did when I first climbed in my house. And they're two loud sounds. But why? Why did she fool us? Then we started to suspect she brought someone inside the house, since my mom and dad is in Guangzhou. So my sis watched the 1st floor. There's clearly no one. I grabbed a knife, a hell sharp one and put it inside my pocket. (Rei the cold blooded murderer is in action..Hahahaha) Then I checked all parts of 2nd floor, except for her room and the roof room. I din get the chance to cuz she's inside her room. Then I got went to my room with all of the knife in house (I was afraid she'll give the knife to someone she (maybe) brought inside and hurt me.. =_=) and I get my door opened a little so I can watch outside. But later I got sleepy and I told my sis to get the house key with her so no one can escape and I told her to lock her room. I locked my room too and I slept. Whew.. I'll tell my mom and dad about this. She's outta mind. Scary.

Tomorrow is Venom Dance Competition day. Great. My friends will be there to watch.. Nice! I've expected this from them for along time.. ^^ Thanks guys you're the best! I'll burst my power and details now.. Streetdancers, set your soul to the music. Get the beat and dance! Let's show everyone what we got.. Streetdancers, show your own style.. >:)

Back On The Line.. 2 Of Them!

High School Life is starting to get normal!
The subjects, the friends.. I feel they're getting back to normal condition before I got busied with love and streetdance. And it's a GREAT thing for me. Mostly because I have them back to cheer me. But the bad news is (well not really bad), today Pak Totok called me and 3 other classmates to R. Kesiswaan. Here, he talked about our bad scores in the mid-term report. I got 5 red scores in it. T__T I told him I still couldn't manage time well. How could I? Everyday when there are midterm tests I have to go home real late everyday to go dance practicing. There were 2 dance competitions and I have to learn like tons of concept for the preliminary, semifinals, and finals. Well, now I have to put school on 1st place! Everyone told me to.. And I have to do it, really. I don't want to be left in X Grade, no way rei's gonna be -__-" I have to study hard and manage time double well.. I still don't know whether I will enter science or social class though.


Streetdance Life is starting to get to normal!
Tomorrow I'll have my first practice after the last competition and after I got sick. I will learn a new concept and they said it's hard..in details! God I'm so weak for those detail thingy :( I'm afraid I'll be the foolest again, but I have to try no matter what. I'm going to be a cool streetdancer in the future, so I have to super try. Betet will join the practice and I bet it'd be a lot smily-er :) And then on Thursday I'll join the regular class..for the first time! YEAH! I invited alot of friends to join as well but there will be 4 persons that joined.. Tazya, Jojo and Wandy(I knew them from FB), and Opa(he hasn't made precise desicions yet). Well I hope I can practice well with them! And be A LOT BETTER STREETDANCER. Well future is in line.. I hope all this munny waste won't go waste. Hehe..

Anyway now I have to divide and manage time well for High School Life and Streetdance Life, really. I need friends to help me again though.. (sorry I'm a big burden for ya > <) Well, I know they'll be there for me :) Hoahh! Imma study now for the scary physics test.. Gotta go, nyaaa~!

In The Mood To Kill. However, New Week Holds It..

Since Thursday my fren played prank and many people were fooled. And now my fren's back and some people got pissed and irritated by my fren's prank. I, myself, don't like her prank at all either. Her prank's too extreme and stupid. With odd excuse as well. Now she knows how many people feels about her. And maybe she enjoyed seeing that everybody started to care about her. Even though not every person is saying the real thing. It's a stupid prank, really. I don't like her style like this. It's like a HOAX in facebook. [http://enigmaside-rei.blogspot.com/]

Like someone, saying fragile words yet again.. It's not only fragile, maybe it's broken already. Not only my sense, I see proves. And now I must get ready to be hurt again, not by someone but by twoone. Luckily tomorrow I get to see my friends in school and I hope they'd cheer me up. I know I'm not that close with them anymore, but I really want to get along again. Sydney, Onel, etc. They're the ones who is real and who can cheer me up. ^^ I hope they'd accompany me.. And this Thursday will be my first day of Regular Class with G-Center's LM. Wowie.. I'm so excited! Yet again I hate not getting monthly munny.. T-T Whew nevermind.. Next month I'm walking alot with my frens, I must do so.. ^^

At least those two things can cheer me up. I wanna keep love things aside since they're hurting and ruining mood. High School Life, Streetdance Life. Let's do the best in those two. Let's enjoy these cheery stories.. 加油, レイ ! ^^

TRY by Asher Book

It's a nice song I got from Genie.. It resembles my heart a lot. Thx genie ^^


Asher Book - Try

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'll try for our love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till I'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If I give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe I'm not ready

CHORUS
But I'll try for our love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

I will try for your love
I can hide up above

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me..

I nearly cry hearing this song a couple times.. ;(

Clearly Unclear.

2nd and 3rd. BOTH.
Clearly Unclear. Saying A doing B.
In fact, X People are ALL the same.

Insomniac.

I felt really bad last Saturday like my body feels all heavy and weird like it's really tired like crazy. I remembered that the night before I krumped crazily thinking of showing off in front of the 2 X people and introduce hiphop to them. This is hiphop and it's a not a familiar thing for ya, it's NEW! Fresh from the oven for you to eat. Then the morning my body became like that and my head feels dizzy. So I rested the whole day and I took the Panadol 3rd bought for me that night. Okay, actually I watched tv the whole day too~_~ and REST, really. Then at Sunday morning I feel so afraid of death and I called my mom to go home fast to take me to doctor. Then my mom answered but couldn't hear my voice clearly so I screamed and throw away the phone and I collapsed. My sister and Mbak Vonny took me to bed and I slept until my auntie picked me up to go to RKZ. And there they just gave me antibiotics to try and told me to go checkup at Monday. So we ate at 3.6.9. and I went home. Rested again the whole day. I couldn't sleep well at Monday night. Then on Tuesday I went to RKZ again to check my blood, we're afraid of DB. But the lab result is only insufficient red and white blood cells. Ok, just like 2 years ago. Clearly like it. But the difference is, 2 years ago it's just white, now it's adding red -_-" Well so I updated status and Randy, who just cured himself from Leukemia told me that it's a bad sign and that he had passed the same symptoms in the old times. NO WAY! I hope not.. Huff.. He told me to go to blood specialists but I won't be going since my parents believes that I'm a healthy and strong boy and won't let me. Whew.. They don't know how bad I feel weird with my body, like my epiglottis isn't working well and my lung is humid and my **** is blah3.. But just believe that I'm a strong boy! I'm taking a ton of vitamins now, you know..

Lately I couldn't sleep well. In bed, I would think of scary and weird and crazy things roulettely. It's like my mind goin' off everywhere and I can't really relax to sleep. 3rd told me that it's a sign of stress or thinking of something deeply. Nahway, I'm just thinking about sleeping like a big sack of pig ~_~" Hope it's not clearly insomnia and won't last long. I wanna sleep a lot ~_~

It's been a long time since the last time i hung out with my friends. Gin, Nelly, etc etc. I really wanna hangout! I wanna eat redmango's new Limemonium with them! I wanna watch movies! I wanna eat crazy! Roarr~ Too bad I'm in lo-mon state. =( Next month I'll do a payback, really ~_~

I didn't attend AOG Crew's dance practice yesterday, and Kak Sem gave them a new concept of groove. I will be left next week but luckily there's a chance Betet will join the practice so I'm not alone in the lateness :D And then there'll be my first reguler class next week. Excited? Heaven, yeah :D

Oh yah I joined this site.. It's a chinese site (No racist! Just a chinese community^^) But I'm alone there and I hope any of you would join.. It's a nice site too. Hehe
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Chinese might as well try :)

Streetdance Life Dominates Me.

"TIRED! AND SICK! Look, my body can't work well and it feels heavy to move too.. =<"

Now seems like everything I can talk about with people is about streetdance. In walls, messages, chat, sms. Almost everything. It's like streetdance life is dominating.. I need some other life, I really do. I wanna walk with friends, I wanna go somewhere with them.

High School life? Their days feels blurry. Like, there's no more existing rei there. Rei is just an outsider among friends. Really. I often be alone in class. Huff.. Really I feel so indifferent. I really need to just reconcile with everyone.

I can't wait to enter G-Center's regular class.. I wanna learn tons of new things! Then I can keep up with all of the AOG Crew member.. To be a real Madprince! A prince with crazy power but organized details and elegance.. Kikiki~ I really wanna be that kind of streetdancer. Just watch! A legendary streetdancer is in the making.. (Dream on! Haha Joke~)

But in regular class there will be 2 X people. And that's the thing I should be careful with. I really have to keep my identity a secret! Won't want to open my crack.. I ain't gonna make them happen to know my deep secret. Kikiki~ Enough chatter, dance partner, no connections in that underground world -_-! Hey, many people asked alot about AOG Crew after this Loop Dance Competition.. Is it getting popular? Well, people says alot of status updates in facebook is concerning AOG Crew.. Well that's a cool one! AOG Crew tralala trilili cikit aye~ :D But people usually talks about erick or juju and things. Hmm.. When will they talk about me? SOMEDAY! Just wait when I boosted my skill in regular class.. I'll be the next AOG "it" boy. Hihihi.. Well I hope so. :) Hopes, fly away to the falling stars and become reality!! Goo!! Hiyaaa~~