Right Motivation? Dunno..

In school, there was KKR Paskah. It's really nice and I dunno why, but I can feel the family feeling here in PD Team a little now. It's comfy to be with them, even though I don't know all of them well. And when the KKR began, I started getting crazy in musics following the choir's moves, dancing ndangdut like crazy. Haha.. I wanna fulfill the purpose: "To make God smile, and scatter my passion to the people around." So then I tried to be a nice servant for Him.
And then there's a short movie. About a father, who's really close with his beloved son. They'd sleep together, and watch stars.. Really, they are close with each other. Then one day, his son accompanied him to work as a bridge guard. His job is to raise the bridge when a ship below is about to pass. And then suddenly when a ship is passing by. A train came too fast than expected. His son is the first to saw the train, and screamed to the father. Then the little boy ran to the middle of the bridge, and fell to the engine. and then the ship passed. now's the train. The bridge is still hanging up. The father now is given 2 choice.. To sacrifice his son for the people in the train, or to save his son and let the train crash. He cried, and cried. The train is coming near. And..*Clang* He pulled the lever. His beloved son died of the bridge's pressure.. Months later, he worked in the station. And he saw a little boy with his mom.. And he recalled his conversation with his son..
"Dad, can you see that star?"
"Where?"
"The one in the north sky.."
"The shining one?"
"Yeah.."
"That one.. When you see it, that means someone is thinking about you."
"Really? Then now, who's thinking about me?"
"Me.."
Really after the movie I cried. Tears flowing rapidly.. It's been a long time since I went through this kinda moment. Like God sacrificing His Own Son for us.. Huahh.. I mustn't do bad things again > < Back to Streetdance.
I went to UKP and 2nd accompanied me. It kinda boils me. Everytime I see 2nd's face sometimes I get really mad. I always get this bitter flashback.. Bitter memories.. Then my mood will drop. So I tried to keep my look away. Luckily Patty came and rescued the day. So we waited for our performance. Then we performed with some LM guys watching. C-Style, Smoothie, D-Phobia, Belmot, Pete Tic.. Yeye too. And Frix was there already. God.. Luckily I did my best n din forget the moves.. ^^ But one of my crew forgot some in the locking part. Well, that's forgiven. It's a 3-day learn :o And then Kak Sem told us about power.. I shoulda lower my power more. (Kak Sem called me "Rere" on stage.. Haha) Then about blocking.. And so. And after that, Frix performed and it was funny like crazy. More on Carla. Hahaha.. Crazy girl. Then Ko Adid, Ko Nico, Ko Peter, and CARLA freestyled. Carla did a sexy freestyle.. Hahah.. Then Kak Sem and Carla battled n it was so romantic.. Ngiakakakka~ And then P5 n Frix were called to go battle. Here I did my bad n din enjoy the beat.. The song is IMMA BE and I know I can't stand BEP songs =< The result.. BIG 3!
Nice one..
Hope I can do the best tomorrow with the right motivation.. ^^

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