Insomniac.

I felt really bad last Saturday like my body feels all heavy and weird like it's really tired like crazy. I remembered that the night before I krumped crazily thinking of showing off in front of the 2 X people and introduce hiphop to them. This is hiphop and it's a not a familiar thing for ya, it's NEW! Fresh from the oven for you to eat. Then the morning my body became like that and my head feels dizzy. So I rested the whole day and I took the Panadol 3rd bought for me that night. Okay, actually I watched tv the whole day too~_~ and REST, really. Then at Sunday morning I feel so afraid of death and I called my mom to go home fast to take me to doctor. Then my mom answered but couldn't hear my voice clearly so I screamed and throw away the phone and I collapsed. My sister and Mbak Vonny took me to bed and I slept until my auntie picked me up to go to RKZ. And there they just gave me antibiotics to try and told me to go checkup at Monday. So we ate at 3.6.9. and I went home. Rested again the whole day. I couldn't sleep well at Monday night. Then on Tuesday I went to RKZ again to check my blood, we're afraid of DB. But the lab result is only insufficient red and white blood cells. Ok, just like 2 years ago. Clearly like it. But the difference is, 2 years ago it's just white, now it's adding red -_-" Well so I updated status and Randy, who just cured himself from Leukemia told me that it's a bad sign and that he had passed the same symptoms in the old times. NO WAY! I hope not.. Huff.. He told me to go to blood specialists but I won't be going since my parents believes that I'm a healthy and strong boy and won't let me. Whew.. They don't know how bad I feel weird with my body, like my epiglottis isn't working well and my lung is humid and my **** is blah3.. But just believe that I'm a strong boy! I'm taking a ton of vitamins now, you know..

Lately I couldn't sleep well. In bed, I would think of scary and weird and crazy things roulettely. It's like my mind goin' off everywhere and I can't really relax to sleep. 3rd told me that it's a sign of stress or thinking of something deeply. Nahway, I'm just thinking about sleeping like a big sack of pig ~_~" Hope it's not clearly insomnia and won't last long. I wanna sleep a lot ~_~

It's been a long time since the last time i hung out with my friends. Gin, Nelly, etc etc. I really wanna hangout! I wanna eat redmango's new Limemonium with them! I wanna watch movies! I wanna eat crazy! Roarr~ Too bad I'm in lo-mon state. =( Next month I'll do a payback, really ~_~

I didn't attend AOG Crew's dance practice yesterday, and Kak Sem gave them a new concept of groove. I will be left next week but luckily there's a chance Betet will join the practice so I'm not alone in the lateness :D And then there'll be my first reguler class next week. Excited? Heaven, yeah :D

Oh yah I joined this site.. It's a chinese site (No racist! Just a chinese community^^) But I'm alone there and I hope any of you would join.. It's a nice site too. Hehe
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