Childhood.

When I was a kid I was really silly.
In kindergarten, here, I was actually in the same class with Onel, but I clearly forgot him till this high school. I have my best friend, Jeco. Everywhere we'll hangout together. I feel like it's really good to have a bestfriend like him. We've never been to any fights. In class, always eat together and we always talked bad about our friend, Clairine. Saying she's fat and not considering her as one of our friend.. It's funny.
We entered low school then.
First grade, we're in the same class. Still hanging out together. In sports lesson, we always play alone ourselves. And that time, I really hated athletic run, really hated it. We just sit and chatted together on the yard's border. And we promised that we would be best friends forever.

2nd grade, we're still in the same class and we always sit in a group. Me, Jeco, Novalia, Nella, Wibi, Jessica "Bonita", William, and Christian. In this group, we always insult the group sitting next to us. We had a strong friendship back then. I liked this Novalia girl and I told Nella and Jeco about it. Jeco would persuade me to tell it to her. I always had a strong will to, but not a strong bravery. I'm still a kid. To just say "You're beautiful" to a girl would be very taboo.
It was really embarrassing when one day, when the teacher gave award to 4 person in MY GROUP, I yelled "YAAAY" with the 4 students excluding me. And the teacher said "Hey, you didn't win, why did u yell?" and the whole class laughed. "I just feel happy that my group has the most winner!!" is what I really wanna shout. But I didn't..

3rd grade, I really love this whole year. Jeco and I got a new best friend named Yosua. Every school break, we always walk together, and often played kungfu with a bunch of boys in class. I really love playing kungfu fighting back then. And that makes me got into trouble with a teacher named Miss Har when I wrote a spy letter to Jeco
- Me "Don't talk to Roy"
- Jeco "I just wanna make him one of our member in our team!"
- Me "No. He's too stupid!"
Well, the red word made the teacher force me out of the class.
Every sports time, we always sit together. Sometimes telling ghost stories that we made up.. And I still hate athletic run. Whenever forced to, I was shaking and trembled.
Since Yosua come, our friendship had gone with much problems. I would talk on the back of Jeco, Jeco would talk on the back of Yosua, and Yosua would talk on my back. We always got into trouble. But actually it strengthens our feeling.
"Let's be best friends forever.. Promise?"
I really liked the T-shirt Cubitus and often bragged to Jeco about it. When go to Matahari department store, I would always look for Cubitus tees.

4th grade, I got into a big fight with Jeco and we won't talk for a year. I really loved singing this year, and I got into Choir Competition. Here, I thought of a really silly thing. When the judge declared the winner, I didn't really know what "Juara Harapan" means. I thought it's better than just "Juara" cuz it has more words. Then when the judge said "The Juara Harapan 1 is.." I prayed "Us! Us! Us!" and really, we're the Juara Harapan 1. I was really happy and I laughed. But when the judge still reads the "Juara" I realized that "Juara" is better and got disappointed of myself. "If only I prayed for "Juara".. Stupid me!!!" And this year I started to get addicted to Ragnarok Online game and played basketball a lot. I like to play The Sims too.. and always pleaded my friend, Andi the cheat to see naked Sims while showering.....Pervert! And I started to mix and match my Cubitus tees with my shirts. Tees inside, shirts outside. I started to like fashion.

5th grade, this is my greatest memory in this school. I hangout with 3 companions. Me, Yosua, Bayu, and Wilson. We're really great friends. But I often got in a fight with Wilson.. REALLY OFTEN. Then when it started to seem bad I told my mom about it and my mom told me to try to say "sorry" to him. This is the first time I've ever felt the difficulty of saying "sorry". And this is where I learned to say "sorry" to people. Then we continued our friendship...till we got into another trouble. But this time it's weird cuz he won't talk to me, and if I talk to him he won't answer or get mad, but we talked in a piece of paper just like chatting. Weird him.
And I got afraid of being gay when I often get jealous. I got jealous often if Bayu and Yosua hangout more. When they left me alone. And I hated it when we walked together and they sang a song that I don't know. It really gets me pissed of. And I put the blame on Yosua. I want Bayu to choose to hangout with me rather than Yosua. It got me really jealous. But now I realized that it's usual to got jealous of friends like that.. And I REALLY HATE gay.
We made this silly book that we called "Burn Book".
There, we pour out all our words in mind, hates, and events.
And they considered me as their "Boss of Burnbook".
This silly burnbook..
I had them kept in a box, but my mom threw the box away.
I called it Box of Memories back then. I put all of the memorable things there.. To remember when I'm old. But it's all gone already. Sheesh..
I reconciled with Jeco this year.
I was a student of Purwacaraka Course, Vocal.
I still hated athletic run.. :D

6th grade, I befriended with Vanessa, Ria, Shandy, and Priscilla. My friends in class is only girls. And I got a bit bothered by it. But in this grade, I dunno why all of a sudden I became a silent person. I don't have much friends, only these girls with Richard and Arvin. I got my hair cut this style ; my back hair would be spiky and my front hair would be natural. It's a new style that year. My friends said "cool" but suddenly my friend Christopher copied my style and I got pissed. I was really close with Vanessa and liked her so much. Others gave us the nick "Korea" it stands for "Koko Reinhard dan Vanessa". So big the like feeling, that I joined Bethany's Children Choir just to met her every Friday evening (I already quit from Purwa Caraka Vocal Course after a concert). The other kids there would scream "Hug! Hug" and I hug her with laugh. Then we go mountain climbing with Richard and my family in holiday, and when Vanessa fell I said "Don't worry, I'm here." and smiled.
One day, I went into an internet cafe with my dad n' I tried to play Seal Online there. I used a usual home t-shirts (you can see my small armpits). Then when I saw my friend Samuel Gonta was there, I was shocked and covered my face with the game magazine I brought. I don't want any of my friends see me like this. I wanna look perfect in front of my friends. And I realized that I hold the book just 1cm from my eye. And I my heart was beating. "Don't see me, don't see me.. >__<" Some minutes later I felt sum1 peeked between me and the magazine. It's him alright. But he didn't say anything. I thought, "Now he'll think I'm stupid."

Well, that's me in kindergarten and low school. Funny thinking of it..
At Middle School we got apart..
Jeco and Bayu is in IPH School.
Yosua and Wilson had their own friends.
Best friends forever is now nothing..