Wait for you..

" When u're back, I'll be a big boy already. "



Last nite I gone to my S2's house, and I know that it's the last day before S2 went home for about 2 months. So I won't waste any minutes.. I watched S2's eyes for a really long time. It's so beautiful, for me.. ^^ Then I bothered S2 too much.. I want this, I want that. I want a kiss, I want a hug. It seems like I asked too much of S2. But it's all because I don't want this last day to go waste.. I wanna do everything I want before S2 go.

Then I went to sutos wif Virgin n' my big bro. We ate at fish&co there. It's so fun that we ate so much. We watched the movie Sorority Row. It's a thriller movie n' comes with ton of "surprises" that Virgin n' my big bro closed eyes. Haha.. I remember watching movies wif S2, always holding hand. And I really wanted to feel S2's hand that time, but I know I can't. Then, after the movie ended, we all went home. Virgin went home wif her mom n lil bro, big bro went home himself, I went home..wif S2.

In taxi, I suddenly had a lot of flashback of my story wif S2. It really pushes my tear out of my eyes. And I can't help but to look at the window. I can't let S2 see me wif tears. I'm a big boy, I'm a big boy. I hold S2's hand so tight wif eyes full of tears. Our meeting, our fights, how S2 told me not to go away, our first kiss, our first hand-holding, our promises.. everything. Tears flow on my cheek. S2 asked me to look, but I just keep looking at the window. Just wanna feel S2's hand, I don't wanna see S2's face, I know I won't let S2 go.. So after we arrived at my house, I just say thanks to S2 n' enter my house.. I'll miss S2.

Hey.. When u're back, I'll be a big boy. No more tears, no more negative thinking, no more angry to you. Just have fun there with your family, and I'll be waiting here. I'll learn so much things.. And when u're back, I wanna be a different me. No more crybaby rei, ok ? ^^